seriously speaking, i want to give up already. i don't even feel the remotest sense of wanting to study.
i faced the o levels on the 25th of october, glowing, full of hope, bursting with optimism.
and barely two days later, i am sulking, glowering at my notes, at my computer.
i listen to j-rock songs, and they make me feel better.
the surge of adrenaline that i feel during the papers is different.
that feeling of being paranoid.
but now i think.
calm.
composed.
i think air.
wind. moving air.
wind blows from a region of higher pressure to that of a lower pressure.
yes. wind. breeze through the exams, like wind.
and then kill yourself.
all the way.
