Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
7:46am.
Today.
For the first time in 5+ years.
Koh Kian Yu Ernest was LATE FOR SCHOOL!
damn tired. reached school at 7:46. LOL. go class weihao ask me why so late i say LATE LAR and he said HAHA NUBZ
slept at 10 yesterday.
aiyoh so much homework. must go chiong. CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!
like Luis' comments. paper orgy lol. paper on paper action.
and then.
AIR IS LIKE SEX. IT'S NO BIG DEAL UNTIL WE DON'T GET ANY.
striking.
i can't tell if my heart is crying now. there's these little things in life that make me freak out then scream with relief (ie. this evening after band, i thought i lost my bag. I ran from the band room, throwing off my shoes in the process (i went back for them later), to the canteen and back to the band room. then i went INSIDE the band room and shouted to peizheng and shoki and weihao asking if they saw my bag. then i ran outside and found that my bag was right beside where i was standing before i started running. SCREAMED with relief.). But still, there's this emptiness somewhere there. unexplainable. like something's missing.
My heart. broken. picked up the pieces and fixed them back together. but perhaps that one piece...it's just out of place. Hella i know why, it's still beating for you.
allright chiong chinese. screw chinese man.
For the first time in 5+ years.
Koh Kian Yu Ernest was LATE FOR SCHOOL!
damn tired. reached school at 7:46. LOL. go class weihao ask me why so late i say LATE LAR and he said HAHA NUBZ
slept at 10 yesterday.
aiyoh so much homework. must go chiong. CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!
like Luis' comments. paper orgy lol. paper on paper action.
and then.
AIR IS LIKE SEX. IT'S NO BIG DEAL UNTIL WE DON'T GET ANY.
striking.
i can't tell if my heart is crying now. there's these little things in life that make me freak out then scream with relief (ie. this evening after band, i thought i lost my bag. I ran from the band room, throwing off my shoes in the process (i went back for them later), to the canteen and back to the band room. then i went INSIDE the band room and shouted to peizheng and shoki and weihao asking if they saw my bag. then i ran outside and found that my bag was right beside where i was standing before i started running. SCREAMED with relief.). But still, there's this emptiness somewhere there. unexplainable. like something's missing.
My heart. broken. picked up the pieces and fixed them back together. but perhaps that one piece...it's just out of place. Hella i know why, it's still beating for you.
allright chiong chinese. screw chinese man.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Let's talk about sex.
this is so a damn major mood swing thing.
just today right, i was feeling happy (because my CCA got A2 so i can just heck care CIP), so i went home with a light heart. so much that when i was about to leave the train, i spotted a purple sweet wrapper on a seat and i lamented aloud,
"HAIYO, when will this people ever learn. Littering on the train. TERRIBLE."
or something like that.
then i shook my head, make the tongue clicking disapproving sound and swooped down to pick it up. the passengers were like, STARING? KUA LAN JIAO AR? but i just couldn't be bothered to give a damn. when the doors open i just sauntered out feeling quite happy with myself. I made the tongue clicking sound again and said to nobody in particular (aloud, of course) that SEE LAR, IM SUCH A GOOD BOY. then i turned back and laughed before the train left. then i just walked up and actually throw the shit into the nearest dustbin i could find (right outside lorong chuan mrt. yes i live close to lorong chuan mrt.) then i walked straight into my place with my damn dirty smelly socks (i got pissed with my shoes during PE today so i played badminton with just my socks on AND THEN with my bare feet. i screwed up :/ and the floor was damn dirty so my socks became black) and watched TV. cruel temptation. while dinner-ing. and i was feeling pretty fine all that while.
and then i just typed, AIA. The power of WEE. Respect the short nation. and pressed send.
the one reply i got back just swung my mood back to being damn pissed. don't know why. first time i got so pissed since like what? last year? i ended up getting so annoyed that my whole right arm was trembling.
Why. why do i waste my energy getting so pissed with you? I'm sexy and I do what I want. so? why does every little thing you do or say affect me in such a big way. MOOD SWINGS. what are me and my world becoming? People do annoy me, but not to such an extent with just a small thing. maybe i'm just getting petty? i don't know. and i don't want to know. not yet.
Prelims 1 coming in a week. im going off to study bio. jys everyone. for the epitome in our lives they call "prelim one".
just today right, i was feeling happy (because my CCA got A2 so i can just heck care CIP), so i went home with a light heart. so much that when i was about to leave the train, i spotted a purple sweet wrapper on a seat and i lamented aloud,
"HAIYO, when will this people ever learn. Littering on the train. TERRIBLE."
or something like that.
then i shook my head, make the tongue clicking disapproving sound and swooped down to pick it up. the passengers were like, STARING? KUA LAN JIAO AR? but i just couldn't be bothered to give a damn. when the doors open i just sauntered out feeling quite happy with myself. I made the tongue clicking sound again and said to nobody in particular (aloud, of course) that SEE LAR, IM SUCH A GOOD BOY. then i turned back and laughed before the train left. then i just walked up and actually throw the shit into the nearest dustbin i could find (right outside lorong chuan mrt. yes i live close to lorong chuan mrt.) then i walked straight into my place with my damn dirty smelly socks (i got pissed with my shoes during PE today so i played badminton with just my socks on AND THEN with my bare feet. i screwed up :/ and the floor was damn dirty so my socks became black) and watched TV. cruel temptation. while dinner-ing. and i was feeling pretty fine all that while.
and then i just typed, AIA. The power of WEE. Respect the short nation. and pressed send.
the one reply i got back just swung my mood back to being damn pissed. don't know why. first time i got so pissed since like what? last year? i ended up getting so annoyed that my whole right arm was trembling.
Why. why do i waste my energy getting so pissed with you? I'm sexy and I do what I want. so? why does every little thing you do or say affect me in such a big way. MOOD SWINGS. what are me and my world becoming? People do annoy me, but not to such an extent with just a small thing. maybe i'm just getting petty? i don't know. and i don't want to know. not yet.
Prelims 1 coming in a week. im going off to study bio. jys everyone. for the epitome in our lives they call "prelim one".
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