yeah, i'm back from camp.

no, it wasn't fun.
i'm still tired from yesterday.
my lips feel so rotten.
i couldn't even THINK properly -.-

damn tired.

but im still doing homework ._.

screw this. ARRRGGGHHH.

oh i actually remembered my PTM form. perhaps i'm getting more er conscientious?
anyway my parents wants to see ALL my subject teachers OMG IM IN FOR DEEP SHIT. (especially for maths and chinese) AND they want me to sit with them while they have their nice chat with my teachers. SHIT MAN. HELL NO.

THE MOON IS SO BEAUTIFUL.
my mother told me to go see.
thanks mum.

oh and i've learnt a new thing about LIFE.

its that no matter what happens, life goes on.
well, at least YOUR life would, unless you go kill yourself.
i've just left my tuition class a week ago, and now it doesn't feel empty any more.
there's a new tuition teacher teaching me. my cousin's teacher. come and teach my (other) cousin and i. feels that, after that depression about leaving my friends and possibly never seeing each other again, life did settle down after all. it does feel a little odd, as if today isn't a sunday, and it still feels odd because i'm typing this now finding it hard to believe that my weekend will be over in just half an hour. still, i don't feel so cut up any more about leaving, just that i keep that bit of sentimentality close to my heart. therefore. one must keep faith. no matter what happens, life would go on. there would be mountains to surpass, there would be crossroads and diverging roads where friends come and go, but no matter what, life would settle down. there would be a peaceful stretch where it's just normal bumps and potholes before the next thing comes up. SO KEEP FAITH people! life would go on.

oh and anyway, THANKS FOR THE SOUVENIRS MY FRIENDS. hahaha. especially shiying THAT WAS SO SWEET OF YOU :D every now and then i would take it out and read your messages preserved so delicately in purple, orange, blue, pink, blue, green, blue, blue, purple. that way i won't forget. you guys would always be in my heart. (: looking forward to the next time i can see you again. LET'S PARTY :D crash someone's house! oh and i can't wait to know the timings of MY papers. i heard bio paper 1 would be on MY BIRTHDAY and is one of the last papers :D let's hope it's the last :D

but for now, STUDYYYYY! bye people. nights, sleep tight and IF YOU HAVEN'T ORDERED TICKETS FOR AESTHETIQUE 2010 PAINTING ON SILENCE, ORDER NOW!

oh and im not gonna care about physics spa ^^ people who do, JYS! (this is because i don't take physics. hahahahaha.) keep faith okay :D

CHSSB Concert
Painting on Silence

Thursday, March 4 2010
7:30pm

Stall at $12
Circle at $15

Includes pieces such as:

Shenandoah
Jubilance
Arsenal
Legend of the Ancient Hero
Tico Tico


for tix please msg me at 92363283. won't be home tmrw cos i have this mini band camp which is gonna be so tiring. well today was slack day after chinese. sleep on table! slack! in the end managed to do a bit maths and a bit bio tys. at least, it was until band .__.

bye.

man shen aili is such a bitch.臭女人! my grandma was even moved into pointing at her in the screen and tell her to go and die lol. oh. zheng qiaobin's mum is a bitch as well, but not so much of a bitch as shen aili. zheng qiaobin ARE YOU A MAN AT ALL. nice show! gotta love it. hahaha oh well better get down to work.

oh yeah im not going for the motivational workshop tomorrow because "sorry, i have band". its not compulsory for me. therefore so as to not let my juniors see me as a hypocrite because of what i said and then did later, 口是心非. at first i wanted to go cause i thought it would help, but CONSCIENCE CALL i regretted it after i submitted the form. didn't tell anyone but i was so worried over it, like a cat on hot bricks so when wei hao told me can cancel i was relieved. but i still feel so down, haiyo. howhowhowhowhow i don't want to play at a lower standard than my junior even if one got more experience than me THIS SUCKS its sec1 with ronald and xian zhe all over again...so i can stay back and pract myself until quite late, im grateful for shoki to play through with me and help me also. help me realize i can do certain thing which i thought i cannot do THANKYOUSOMUCH shoki((:

tmrw hiong liao. goodnights everyone.

you fag o cyte get out of my sight you can't compare to my phag o cytes

it's never easy to say goodbye, but i just wanna say this.
it's been great, and time passed in a flash.
thanks for the memories guys.
i'll never forget you all.

snow.

With winter comes snow.
It is cold. watching frozen lakes
watching the drifting snow-flakes.
all from my open bedroom window.

Melancholy.
Perhaps it was my folly
To temper with the fires of love?
was it, my long-gone far-away dove?

it is cold.
i wish i could feel your warm embrace.
and, like you - do everything with everlasting grace.
it is cold.

the bitter gale howls past
so cold, it could be frostbite
my cheeks pink from cold, so fast
and the wind screams with all its might.

And i suddenly arrive at a conclusion -
love is fire.
and the consequences of playing with fire are dire.
i was badly burnt. and yet
i wish to feel its warmth once more.still also, what's there to get
from staying in the cold? does thinking of what i hold dear
give me this complete, yet unsettling lack of fear
of the searing heat of love?
or is it simply a mere illusion?

it is cold. i bury my face in my hands.
the tears come, burning hot on my cheeks
and then turning into ice.
i picture a snowman. sad.lonely alone. without friends.
if anything could get me out of this lonely, emotional fix
it would be nice.

Lonely. sad. Desolate. sad. Chloeric. sad.
would it make anyone feel so bad
to see me in my saddest state?
i do not know. i could only hold back tears, let my teeth grate.
my eyes, hard and bold.
it is cold.

gotta get lucky sometime.



perhaps more on the cute girl side.



i'm more beautiful than the both of you.



that's all, i'm hungry.

bye people.

don't wanna do homework.

not on my fb wall.

Dear Ernest Lollapalooza Koh, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Everything to keep your love true
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Nothing will stop you from trying
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are concerned about your image
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The way others see you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : It's time for you to believe in who you are
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Not what you wear

school give ang bao with a note inside.
tell us donate money.
okay lar, i go ask my mother father.
my mother tell me put my own pocket money inside.
wah lau i don't want put money liao
anybody got change for $10 note exchange please
i don't want to bye bye so much money lar

better cover my backside.

cny is the time where i get to carry my nephews and nieces, it's just that people get jealous and tells me i'm a pedophile. but they are so truly bluely cute! My brother's friend's daughters are just ADORABLE :D anyway, i'm not a pedophile YOU PEOPLE ARE JUST JEALOUS haha. and today's my dad's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY oh my i'm tired from yesterday and today. wednesday kai xue liao, better go chiong hmwk argh! enjoy your cny everyone! bombard your relatives with orange and get HONGBAO RAWR! :D kay im gonna count my money? NOT IN 6 YEARS okay. IN 6 YEARS. i'm done here:D my BIG BAD COUSIN came to peep at this while i wasn't looking so not gonna blog anymore IM OUTTA HERE bye everyone. GOODNITES chiong homework!

...

homework...was there any? :o

ho ho ho.

i put up the cny decorations in my place with a little of my cousin's help. and yes i know they look very nice. i'm so proud of myself.

what's this?

shit man this is cny and im not happy D: i need a major change of attitude): i wonder why): im just not happy): i'm feeling so irritable, so hot and bothered. dammit): maybe it's yesterday.

I FAILED MY ADD MATHS.

[this paragraph has been deleted because i said so]

*whew* that was harsh.

anyway after that i felt like shit. i knew it was coming but it still hurt. i mean it would be a big blow to you if you get straight A's for a subject then fail it the following year right? so i emo until the celebrations. i wanted to go back primary school but the thing just dragged on and on and in the end i was cursing them like siao say 12+ release then hold us back until so late WASTE MY TIME D: and by the way, like COLIN said, "i didn't know half day ends at 1+". so i went back any way with glendon and angus (both of whom said they didn't want to go but ended up going anyway LOL) and ronald disappeared, only to appear in primary school half hour after i did. but i still felt like shit so i was pretty quiet around my friends who came back (i didn't tell them lar). then i felt that i should cheer myself up. so i bluffed Mrs Loo and Mr Teng say im WEI MIN LOL when the real wei min went elsewhere. "i'm serious i'm wei min! ernest went to play LAN" lol. so i felt pretty okay after that. so i stayed in pei chun until about 4 then i went back home. walk with Rachel Chua and Tong Yien then met weng siang in the bus stop. read PERFUME (by patrick suskind GO READ IT its a nice book :D) until my bus (73 not 72) came. so went back and saw my cousin and his friends hogging my downstairs playing pool, watching tv and playing TRUTH OR DARE. whatever! and i met this guy from CAT HIGH and i had fun getting to know him haha :D and my mother said the girls who came my place with my cousins were quite chio and i was like huh so what? i didn't go and see them like my set up for SPA right? but anyway left at 530pm to meet wei hao and zhan peng at 630 for dinner. underestimated my time - reached city hall mrt at 604pm. but its a good thing lar, because when i called wei hao he was already eating at bishan and he forgot to call me LOL. so i pretty much found my way to VCH by ASKING FOR DIRECTIONS :D actually i wanted to ask tourists for the fun of it but decided against it because they'd just go WTF YOU'RE TELLING ME YOU'RE SINGAPOREAN AND YOU DON'T KNOW YOUR PLACES AROUND HERE? MAN I SHOULD BE THE ONE ASKING YOU FOR DIRECTIONS. so i asked what looked like locals how to get to VCH. actually not so fast, because i asked wei hao who in turn asked shao kai who said i have to walk past the padang and the old courthouse to get there and i was like HUH its okay nevermind and wei hao suggested ASK FOR DIRECTIONS so i did it. and where was i? THE OLD COURTHOUSE shao kai was talking about. wth man im one blur guy. so i found my way there and then after i reached there at about 640 i walked about looking for some where to eat. i actually went into an office building wondering if i could find a MACDONALD'S there and the guy there was giving me the WHY ARE YOU HERE look. i was like OH SHIT and got my ass the hell out of there. then i walked a bit more and to my relief, found a BURGER KING outlet. whew. and surprise, surprise. guess who i bumped into? andre and wee kiat. so i sat down with them and chiong'ed my burger and onion rings(with help) and coke. so they waited for me to finish eating then we went to meet the others. met them at raffles place mrt and we walk together to vch. then after a big deal about settling money matters which just make me go HUH? when shao kai tried to settle with me because i didn't have notes IM SORRY SHAOKAI)': then after the whole lot of trouble we went inside. IT WAS NICE(: and some parts so FUNNY got me laughing out loud (LOL). and inside the booklet, the quotes are so true!

"Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Robert Frost

and after that, went home with khar tsin and had a LONG talk with him. i wonder what would come out of it for him. i shall not go into details about that. NO WAY I WOULD. so sorry. though i'm not sorry i don't wanna talk about what i talked to him about.

ended up reaching home near midnight and my mum asked me why i was so late and i said i was talking with a friend. so she asked what i talked about and some way or another she managed to convince herself it's a primary school girlfriend (when i didn't know whether lyn, rachel theyall were at toa payoh central or at home). so i showered until 1+ (i fell asleep for a bit just sitting on the toilet bowl) then slept until 12+ today. when i wake up my mum told me to help with the house but here i am hiding in my room and blogging after they make me carry stuffs around (saikang). maybe i should just get going now. i feel so moody now, but after writing all these i feel better. i'm glad i have a blog THANK YOU BLOG :D but still, good things have to come to an end. right, i'm sorry to spoil everyone's mood with mine but HAPPY CNY anyways. and yes i'd be spending this valentine's alone (on the inside).

gotta move along~

imported from fb ~to tll buds~

(i know i should be studying ss now, but im sick of it already)

zhiyu and i are leaving. man am i gonna miss you all):

i didn't know how zhiyu took it, but i got to admit, i was quite taken aback when my dad told me. i felt 1/2annoyed and 1/2exasperated. you know, it was so SUDDEN. i did respond to this piece of yesterday's news with a kind of indifference, 'cause i sort of knew it was coming anyway. i mean, it concerns me, so shouldn't i know beforehand and at least ask me first? but please don't blame my parents because it's their money we're talking about.

Speaking of money, i thought i didn't have the money to buy a drink before class and i was a little thirsty. and when i got back home i discovered that i did have the money to do so. dammit D:

i must say I WAS SO TOUCHED by everyone when ms yong said zhiyu and i are LEAVING and there was this SILENCE before...well, before it was broken. that pause really said a lot about the fact that you CARE. thanks guys :'D as for why i'm going, i don't really know. with encounters there must be partings, but this encounter is probably one that i'll remember for a long long time.


i'm sorry for being stupid D:


i don't really know what to say. maybe that's why i spent half an hour debating with myself whether i should write this D: but i've decided now. actually all i wanted to say can be condensed into a short&sweet para. (i suppose.) Power to the summary king, i say!

i'm so sad. just let me cry by myself for a moment...

what can i say? i'm so gonna miss you all. fare well TAKE CARE :D all the best for your future endeavours! love you guys. must meet up after all the major exams kay? :') then we can PARTY crash someone's house. XD i'm gonna go, so byebye. dennis i'm gonna miss you the most D': take care okay?


~rena~orisa~claudia~pei qi~shi ying~dennis~zheng xun~gabriel~ms yong

~berwin~andrew~perry~zhi yu~ernest




MS YONG I WANT MY POEM BACK DD:

haha prelim 1 is over

haha prelim 1 is over.


what can i say about prelim 1. DAMN SCREWED UP D:

i can just imagine my results coming back to me.

english PHAIL

chinese PHAIL

e maths PHAIL

a maths PHAIL

bio actually i dunno lar. should be ok (:

chem i also dunno actually.

geog BYE BYE A2 shit man my geog teacher's gonna ignore me for the rest of my life D:

ss PHAIL

lit PHAIL

is that all? my gosh, if that really were my results I'D JUST DIE D:

today screw up add maths ): walau. bio was okayy :D i dunno why i'm the only one who say its okay everybody else say SO EASY walau. must be because i fell asleep studying bio last night at 10+

then today was supposed to be halfday but WHAAT got band.
haha, better than tmrw CNY got band. remember last year CNY got band cannot go back primary school. BAND PEOPLE JOIN FACEBOOK GROUP! "sorry i can't. i have band". but dno why after bio paper after the free ice cream (yay(: ) after the beef noodle after the harsh brown i felt DAMN TIRED as in seriously DAMN TIRED /: i just felt like falling to the floor and just lying there. as in COLLAPSING and FALLING ASLEEP even on a CONCRETE FLOOR to wake up what. 5 hours later? never mind lah. i heard someone say ERNEST YOU LOOK HAGGARD but i dunno who it is. maybe its me telling myself i look haggard. uhh. then go band for combined --> music director come down --> ARSENAL --> LEGEND OF THE ANCIENT HERO --> MARCH BLUE SKY --> SEVENTH NIGHT OF JULY. arsenal was okay, maybe cos play too many time liao bah. but OHMYGOSHTHEOTHERSWEREJUSTSCREWEDUPIFEELLIKECRYING D': march blue sky i knew where i was but i was SO TIRED i just screwed up the whole thing and i ended up SHIT MAN D: then 7th night of july omygosh WHATTHEHELL +.+ the part where i had nothing i was just zoning lor. then come to going to my part already i wake up and prepare THEN he cut. WALAU :( but then i still screwed up lar, no diff. SIAN -.-

tmrw i going back pei chun :D but then my mother tell me go home after that and she threaten me using LHB WTF -.- "if you don't go home i CALL your principal!" wtf lar. she don't want face is it. a bit also call principal. i so good boy, wait until MITCHELL LIM your son i see how you die siah...

then going SMU concert :D then going back home. SLEEP SIAH :D then i have to start preparing to say buh bye to my tuition friends i'm so sad i've to quit cos my mum tell me so I'M GONNA MISS THEM )':

buh bye, i'm gonna wear something NICE tomorrow :D no more pajamas on CNY! :D

FAIL LAR.

walau now my geog teacher is gonna ignore me for the rest of my life. shit man D:

FAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAIL.

study maths and lit lar. D: SHIT lar.

i look way sexy when i'm tired and pissed off with my work.

again, this is from fb.

i'm SORRY D:
sorry for being selfish.
sorry for being annoying.
sorry for being a total asshole.



i've been a really selfish bastard since i was born.
i shall try not to think about myself so often.


i'm in a contemplative mood now. man i really hate the times when i feel so empty inside D:

i feel really grateful for all my friends now. thanks guys for putting up with me.

51st post.

i like to sleep on the sofa during the day.
i like to sleep on the bed at night.

man how i love to sleep :D

photo courtesy of http://photobucket.com

heart, i'm sorry that you're broken.

i hate the chinese dept.

oh boy how i hate the chinese dept.

it's exam week, and i thought there's chinese remedial.

and i was like, oh man can i pon. i have other subjects to study for (chinese paper over liao, and it's a killa.) my mum told me to go and i was like shit man why do i have to?? and today i woke up at like 7:20 am and i stood aimlessly in the shower for pretty long cause when i came out it was 7:50am already. shit man. must be because i don't wanna go. then i left home at 8:07am (chinese remedial supposed to start at 8am.) then i walk fast fast, and reach the road outsde J8 at around 8:20++. then i met AIKEEN and we chiong'ed across the road together. (green man was almost gone and went away when we were halfway through) i walked faster than him so i reached school first. then saw that the audi was LOCKED. damnit lar. i thought the chinese dept didn't want latecomers any more. but i thought eii why so quiet? then i bumped into THERON and he asked me eh today no chinese ar? then i was like HUHH NO CHINESE? screw the chinese dept WASTE MY TIME and AIKEEN was just behind and he asked theron. then he said chinese dept make us risk our life because we chiong across the road. lucky i brought my hbl shit to do.

i went canteen and saw MARCUS (from 4-9). he was studying PHYSICS (i don't take physics). so i said HAI and took out emaths to do with him. then he left for the canteen and came back with TWO cups of tea. and he said he treat me to tea. how very NICE of him. thanks marcus I LOVE YOU :DD but i got sian of doing maths so i took out ss to study. but because i studied ss last night i got sian damn fast. so i went to play piano until i dno what else to play. and then his friends came and chat with him and i went to play piano again. anyway there was something noisy going on at the primary school canteen and there was free food there but i didn't go and kope. later i met Qi Xuan and friend and after that i headed home.


~~i was thinking about her again.


i walked to j8 and i met these guys from PIERCE. oh my they were so funny. next time i do cip im gonna be like them :D though there probably won't be a next time. they really cheered me up :D haha.


i sank into a contemplative mood when i got home. i was lying down outside watching the clouds. and i was thinking.

thinking about my heart. i can't really describe my heart on the human side, but if its on the science side just let me look at my chapter 8 notes and i can tell you about it. my heart feels so...


it feels so plastic. it just goes on ticking placidly like a metronome. i don't know why, but sometimes it's so infuriating. so i do something to UP the rate (like maybe go do some maths and i can literally feel my brain PULSING). my heart's so fickle. but i've hurt it too much, way too much.


HEART; I'M SORRY D;


i don't know what else to blog about any more D:
so maybe i'll just stop here...



this girl's on my mind but why does my heart not feel it?

kena owned by english paper. shit man.
i feel tired.

sigh~

&yes, i drew this last year.

damn nice right. yeah i know. man i gotta sleep now im tired.

daryl's view.

http://www.facebook.com/#!/note.php?note_id=290459752944

feels like deja vu.

oh boy what can i say about this year. already, one month has passed and i feel that so much shit has happened. i've got a girl on my mind but is she in my heart? oh man i can't think about this now, i've got english prelim 1 tmrw. print all the shit sia.


gotta keep faith;

i think this post is gonna be long.

i'm getting big.
My shirt's getting pretty tight round my chest.
and it used to hang off me like a limp piece of cloth.

--

this post is going to be...irrational, i suppose.

Just can't get my mind off you;


Perhaps it's due to my studying of trigonometric identities...

that i've lost my own sense of identity.
i can't tell who i am now.
i used to be able to tell myself who i am, with conviction.
but i'm not so sure if i can now.

i used to daydream about girls all the way through double chinese periods (i still got my A1 in the end). but recently i've been unable to take my mind off this one person...

and yes, he's a guy.

i caught myself thinking about him after five minutes.

i sat myself down at the piano outside the band room yesterday. (the various sections were having a photoshoot inside. my section looked okay, all cute guys what. just my photo sucked.)

fingers descended on keys. after five minutes of this, i caught myself thinking about him. my heart went on like a metronome, calm, rhythmic, placid thumps at the speed of andante. which, oddly, gave me a sense of peace. and when i realised i was thinking about him, i stopped. abruptly, yes, but my fingers stayed loose and gentle upon the keys, black and white, afraid to play the next note.

hugs are irresistible, but when i hug YOU i get the feeling that i don't want to let go.

i decided to discuss this with two of my friends. both had a different way of putting it, but they meant the same thing: please don't go there. but i couldn't stop it then. i can't stop it now. it's taking over; i'm bending.

and when it comes to nap-time, i lie in bed just burning up;
well i don't know now. am i gay? maybe.
i just don't wanna think about it so much.

(imported from fb.)

just can't get this off my back.

personal attacks aren't new. and somehow, they remind me of politics. whatever, that's irrelevant.

what, may i ask, exactly WHAT has he done to you to inspire you to such deeds? WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE SOMEONE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW? from what i can see, all you have demonstrated is your ARROGANCE and your IMMATURITY. your snide remarks don't even make a proper critique. you think everyone as people inferior to yourself. you think you're the one with the ultimate gavel, but i'm not sorry to say you have no right to do that. What makes you think you're better than others? Is your brain more useful than a supercomputer? do you have super-powers and are actually saving people everyday of their lives? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, GOD?

so what? do you live for attacking people? is it your life-blood, your fun, laughter, peace and joy? i'd be ashamed to call you a fellow human being, let alone a friend. ARE YOU HUMAN AT ALL? does insulting people, using words because you think you're good at it, and seeing people getting worked up using a never-ending, wordy and pointless argument that's never getting anywhere give you a good laugh? the target might be putting up a tough front, but how about the fact that he's feeling worse than shit inside? sure, you're having fun. but what about the other's feelings?

Yes, you live for attacking people. and yes, you do it for kicks. but do you have to do it online, in a virtual world, where you think nobody knows who you are? if you're doing so online for that purpose, i'm sorry but i'll take it upon myself to term you a BLOODY COWARD. because that's what you are. If you wanna judge people's character, offend them or whatever, DO IT IN THEIR FACE, MAKE THEM KNOW WHO YOU ARE. do it in REAL LIFE, and if you're huddled in front of your computer 24/7, GO GET ONE!

the hell i know why you want to this. if it's for attention, do it outside! scream at cars which nearly knock you down! complain aloud about the weather! just don't do it in such a way that you HURT OTHERS' FEELINGS. that's just being cold-blooded mean.

i do hope you express remorse about this, to whoever you've given this kind of shit to. stop showing how arrogant and immature you are. YOU MAKE ME SICK.


and you're stopping me from doing my homework, because you've got me worked up like hell and i can't focus. damn you.